I've found a friend who died for me

Sian! I can't post pictures ): Now i start to feel that blogger is so sucky. Anw, wanna share something random to everyone though i've sent that sms before.

Do you think that we should always keep our HEART AND LIFE pure and blameless before God, not allowing any evil desires or sinful-ness to linger in our heart? Does it worth running this race with sins that can be prevented from happening? What makes us receive the crown of glory from God proudly is the process of running this marathon of life. God doesn't care how fast or how slow are you running this race. God cares the most is the process of running, whether you run this race with Him or not. Now, hesitate no more! Let's STOP,TURN and RUN the correct pathway with God!(:

Sorry is a word that requires lots of courage and humility to say out to someone. And Lianna did it today ! Though it's not face to face but she smsed out with lots of courage. Thinking back, i feel so stupid to reject blessing. The thing is if i never went back there, things won't happened ! Shall drop this topic :D Life is so much fun with God !

On this day of your life, Lianna, we believe God wants you to know...
... that faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty.

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

On this day of your life, Lianna, we believe God wants you to know...
... that what you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are.

If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.

On this day of your life, Lianna, we believe God wants you to know...
... that every little part of you is magical.

Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ''I love you.''

LIANNA SAY I LOVE YOU TO NORTH D3 (:

LIANNA IS IN LOVE WITH GUITAR !

Guitar is really fun when you got to know how to play !
Okay, Lianna is kinda upset with the surrounding happenings but she gonna trust God that everything will change for the better (: Amen !

Seriously this feeling really sucks! Was alright but somehow a little distracted. But it's okay i will get over it soon. Anyways, God, i pray that you would send someone to prophesy over me. I really feel loved when someone could just come up to me and prophesy over me.. God, i really want more!): And i'm really desperate to grow your kingdom but somehow, somethings didn't work at all. What can i do now? I don't want my sheep to be left behind while we are growing so fast and i really really want to leave a legacy behind for the next generation. God, what can i do now? Please give me a brand new way and ideas in leading my girls!

LIANNA IS REALLY DESPERATE RIGHT NOW TO SEE MORE AND MORE PEOPLE COMING TO KNOW CHRIST FROM MY PIONEERING LAND!

okay. shall change topic. Hoho today is embarrassing day of all lah. Stupid things that i did and happened which really caused my market value to drop. So embarrassing lah! Shan't share it here. Feel so malu. Oh yeah today went down to Northview Secondary at the very last minute cause God keep pushing me to go down outreach. Though i did not outreach to anyone but managed to talk to my super responsive contact (: Feel so happy now. I pray that she will come this saturday man.

I really had a great time with church people. Especially North D3 ! You girls really rocks! Always there to spend time with me. Thanks girls for meeting my needs ! Love you girls lots !(:

Now the time is 2.40am and i just couldn't sleep! Cause i'm having toothache. All thanks to my wisdom tooth. It's like always taking away my sleep and it's seriously killing me. Grrrrrrrr..

Decided to online and blog all my thoughts..

I was just reflecting on my whole 4years walk with God.

And i was just upset with the life i had in the past.

Those immatured things that i've done.

Simply blinded by satan's evil plans. sigh..

But thank God i've changed totally.

From a sheep that always never fail to give problems to shepherd,creating havocs and giving hell to my leaders till now a sheep that is obedient and teachable :D

God has been so faithful to me all this while by answering my prayers,lovingly correct me,using me greatly to speak words of prophecy to people around me,growing my sheep,taking care of my little thing.

God,you really rock my socks!

The things that you've shown me through situations and in people, letting me to attend this precious learning in life.

And most importantly, how much you've touched me by showing me how much my dearest sheep have grown.

Daddy,i really love you very very very much!

You are always the one who has been impacting me through people and your word.

I always imagining myself without God. And i came with a conclusion that without God,i won't be as cheerful as now but a super duper rebellious girl that no one will ever think of. Anyway, i had a different way of spending time with God. heh.. Was chatting with yilin on the phone for like quite some time then suddenly feel like playing guitar cause i've got a itchy hand :D Then yilin initiate to worship together through phone. cool leh. At first,she wanted me to lead but i change my mind cause i was thinking can let her use this time to practice in leading worship with confidence. And guess what? It was so refreshing and powerful lah! Never tried worshiping God on the phone. Cause you see arh in order to worship God with another person, you need to see his/her hand sign so that you will know what to continue. And WE DID IT BY FAITH! Heh..

so sian. want to sleep also cannot sighhhh..

Just some random thoughts while i was on my way home from bk.

What does the word "Faith" means to you?

Some people may think "oh faith is something like trust?"

Others may think faith is doing religious stuff?

But actually, faith is believing when you don't see it.

Everyone are exercising their faith everyday.

Be it living each day hoping that they won't die so easily,

eating every meal when they don't even know whether this particular food will harm them,

praying to their gods hoping that they will be protected from danger .. etc

Questions to ask yourself: Where did you place your faith today?

Is it on every little thing that you do?

Or is it on God?

If you say that you are putting your faith on God, do you really dare to say that God will use you to bring your family to cross the line of salvation?

Or even to speak words of prophecy to someone you don't know?

Many times our leaders may say have faith in God,

believe in God that he will do miracles in your land,

but at the end of the day,

we are the one making decision whether we want to have faith in God and trust God.

FAITH DRIVES OFF ALL FEAR!

when you have faith in God, you will be courageous in outreach and sharing the gospel!

Alrighty, that's my sharing. Shall find something to make my blog not that bored. hee..